I understand your pain. Eli is in the heaven much better place than this cruel world full of worries and problems. This is what makes me feel better when I miss my son terribly. This year two of my cousins both younger than me were pregnant, one of them with her second child. We all had due dates one month apart. I lost my baby in September but both of them were lucky to have alive healthy babies. I am happy for them and wish no mother ever had to face the unfortunate tragedy of stillbirth.
There are no words that can give comfort and fill the emptiness.
Take care

I understand your pain. I have 3 friends and a cousin who all had healthy babies about 1 to 1.5 months of me losing my Fiona. I'm thankful that they did not have to go through what I have been through, but I can not wholeheartedly feel happy for them, as I grieve for my beautiful baby girl. We lost a piece of ourselves when our babies died, happiness is kind of a long shot for us, right now.

Oh....and on the days that I'm not incredibly miserable...when I'm able to feel productive and ok, something reminds me or I just have to go there and think of my Fiona....and then I feel guilty for feeling ok for the day or the couple of days, because how could I dare feel partially happy without her here with me.

Do hang in there. I remember feeling very sad and uncomfortable around babies for quite a long time. I didn't want to be around them at all and if I was I felt as if everyone was watching me to see how I'd react. It is such a terrible feeling!

Thats exactly how I feel... no mother should go through this..... and i am happy too they have healthy babies.....
I know our babies are in a bettet place and they are free of suffering in this life.....
But definitely wish he was here with me .....

I'm sorry ladies. It's just so un natural what has happened to us. No mother should have to see there dead baby. Just plain awful. I was in a baby shower today, one mom saying she was pregnant with her 5th child and then well my cousin who is having hers next month. All healthy breathing babies. Just so un fair. Still birth shouldn't even exist in this day in age! I just can't believe it. I'm actually pregnant right now.....doesnt really help my pain. I'm grateful but it's just been incredible hard. My heart goes out to all of u. One final thought is, in reality it breaks my heart reading all your posts...please don't feel guilty when you are happy. Believe me that our babies would never want mom sad, i just know it. So give yourself a break and smile when you can. If this experience has taught me anything is that life is short, sht happens, and can still come in the future, but just distract yourself with things and people you love. Don't miss out. Your baby loves you and wants you to be happy!

Oh how I wish they knew how blessed they are to take their babies home alive! We live in a secret hell...always always aching for our babies..and knowing there is no cure for it in this lifetime! Hugs to all of us.

I cannot see or be around a pregnant woman or look at a newborn baby without breaking down. I too am happy for other pregnant women but I can't help but feel like it's so unfair for me to have lost my precious angel.