Two years ago in October 2013 I found out that I was pregnant with my first son Eli. Unfortunately Eli was stillborn at 8 months of my pregnancy on May 29, 2014. Now again this year same month I conceived my rainbow baby. My husband and I are now expecting our 2nd baby. We are staying positive and trying to enjoy this pregnancy. I am 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant. I am overjoyed. Prayer and talking to my son Eli every day has helped me heal little by little. My son's Eli memory will forever be with me. I have learn to remember him in a happy way. My husband and I still visit Eli's grave every month 3-4 xs. We play music for him we talk to him and joke when we visit. I know he wants us to be happy. Yes, I cry from time to time, who wouldn't? But I do look forward for the day when we all be together again. It took a while for me to get pregnant but only God knows when time it's best. I personally think I am ready for this pregnancy I will keep praying and talking to my Eli and now my little peanut growing inside me to help me through this new pregnancy.
Eli's Mommy, Martha.