I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my daughter at 33 weeks, on November 3rd. It is completely heartbreaking that any of us have to be here talking about the death of our children. It is the most devastating shock any of us will ever experience. Please know that you can talk about anything here. We have all been through the same thing, and know how you are feeling.
I have one daughter who is almost 2, and I was so excited to give her a little sister. She doesn't understand what happened, but I talk to her about her baby sister, her angel sister. I show her Julianne's picture in my locket and she always gives it a kiss.
Like you, I am living for her and my husband. Without them, I would not be doing as well as I am now. I thank God everyday for both of them.
I know it is hard to see it now, but as time passes your grief will get easier to handle. It is an emotional roller coaster, just take your time healing and let your grieve at your own pace. There is no right or wrong.
Be well. Thinking of you. Message me if you ever want to talk.

So sorry that you've found yourself here, I lost my Joshua at 29 weeks from placental abruption last year, but have also recently joined. Everyone here is wonderfully and everyone understands what you're feeling. Don't be afraid to share anything you need too.
You're loss is still so fresh but i hope you find comfort in time.
Thinking of you
Xx

Welcome to the group no one wants to be a part of...I am so sorry that you had to join. Chiara is such a beautiful name. I lost my son Colin at 37 weeks on September 2nd last year. He had a knot in his cord. While it has been over 4 months for me now, I still remember those first few weeks. It is good that you are taking things one minute at a time. That is the only way to do it right now. I still have my really bad days, but have found that I do have more good days then bad and I am not sure when that change happened. Coming here, sharing and reading stories, feelings, questions, rants and venting has been the biggest help by far. I never knew a world with such pain existed and that so many people were in it with me. It is nice to know we are not alone, but honestly, if I could be the only one suffering like this...and stillbirth would just not exist anymore, I would live it for others. I hate that new people seem to join almost everyday.

I hope you are getting the support and love you need from friends and family...and family now includes all of us. We are all here for you!!!

Prayers for you and your angel!

Welcome to DS. I am sorry that you had to join us but now that you have, just know that the women in this group are amazing. You can come to us for anything and we will all understand. It is just wrong that any of us have to experience this pain.

I lost my son on July 28 at 39 1/2 weeks. There was no explanation as to why and I had a perfectly healthy pregnancy. That was almost 6 months ago and some days I still experience the pain as if it was yesterday. Just know that it will get easier to live with. You are going to feel many different things but eventually, you will be able to get on with your life and even smile again.

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. It is so unfair. ((Hugs))

I am so sorry that you have had to come here, but you have come to a place where people truly understand and care. We have all been thru a similar thing. This indeed a safe place - no-one will judge you here, so you can say what you like. Take time to grieve and do it in the way that you know is right for you. It is not easy, but it does getter better in time - but no-one can tell you how long it will take.

I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad that you found us though. The women here have been so helpful to me. I lost my angel Kayli on November 29, 2011 at 29 weeks 4 days gestation. Without the support of everyone in this group I would not be at the point I am at today. This is a long journey, and we are all at different points in the healing process. We all understand what you are going through, and know it is not easy. There is always someone here to comfort you in a time of need, or to just talk if you need to, and it has helped me more than anything else has. I will keep you in my prayers. HUGS.

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your baby girl :( my daughter died on sept 8, also with the cord around her next twice and perfect in every other way. It's been 4 1/2 months and for me, most days are good but I still cry and have pretty bad days here and there. I'm also living for my husband right now, I'm so lucky to have him. I'm glad you posted, this group has helped me so much and will help you too I'm sure. It will get better in time, hang in there! (hugs)