so dating a bloke with some kids of his own, as well as mine, trouble is am finding it a hard one, as a recent seperation from ex wife, who is still rather involved in the life, obviously as there are many kids, but thinking how do i handle this, am jealous.. why am i jealous, he is a total gentleman to me and shows me nothing but love and affection, but still this isnt enough for me, and i wonder what the heck is w9ith me? mental crisis, green eyed monster, do i need to walk away..

met the children and is sweet, but every now and then i freak out like get into a panic as it is overwhelming and i feel like a homewrecker or some slut or a pansy who has driven mum and dad apart, even though mum and dad split before i was around, \\

any tips on why i would be feeling like this would be great, as i even look in magazines and see sluts who have stolen another womans man, and i cant help but thihnk, what would other people think,

sad, miserable and cant sleep.