Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I just want it all to stop! the pain, the flashbacks.... i cant even let my boyfriend touch me in certain ways or my mind wanders to the night of my assault....
because i still tak to my asssaulter (it was my fault anyways) the pain is even worse... he talks to me about what he wants to do to me and i want it to stop but im afraid of what he'll do if i even try to end it....
he knows where i live and that is the scariest thing about this... im afraid he'll come after me again because he's said he would and honestly i'd rather be dead than let him touch me again and maybe that is what i need to do... then everything will just end....
because i still tak to my asssaulter (it was my fault anyways) the pain is even worse... he talks to me about what he wants to do to me and i want it to stop but im afraid of what he'll do if i even try to end it....
he knows where i live and that is the scariest thing about this... im afraid he'll come after me again because he's said he would and honestly i'd rather be dead than let him touch me again and maybe that is what i need to do... then everything will just end....
Call the hot line for teens at Covenant House. The number is 800 999-9999. Get some guidance from them.
And elk, assault is NEVER your fault not even if you had undressed and spread yourself out on the bed. Rape is a choice.
Call.
xx
SuzA