Sexual Abuse Support Group

Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...

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MeGirl16 04/27/2012

Endy videotaped his abuse of me from age 3-5. and now he posted it on a porn site....i want to kill myself, and make the pain go away. i walked into a room and my friend was talking about a "new movie" coming out. i looked at it and almost puked. it was the tape. he was watching it so intently, he didnt even notice me. his brother walked in, who knew me whan i was that age, took one look and threw the lap top. the lap tp smashed on the wall, but i didnt see it. my mind went back to the abuse. i could feel him touching me, hear him whispering in my ear. i cant get it out. Steven lead me into a chair and sat me down. and then he took a huge step back. Steven tryed to talk to me, but i was stuck in my past. ive been walking around in a trance for two weeks. im so stuck. Endy was caught cuz his best friend turned him in (thats a different story for a different time). but im still stuck. please help

bluedragon41 04/27/2012

(((((Hugs))))))

Report this to the cops also.
If the site's based in Canada they can probably get it taken down.

bluedragon41 04/27/2012

I know in the United States the reproduction of child p0rn is a Federal offense; I don't know how Canada deals with it,.
But he needs to be prosecuted for digitizing it and uploading it.

tyzz27 04/27/2012

hey hun I imagine just how difficult this would be. I know that the day care managers who abused me and several other kids when i was an infant video taped us and the police found the tapes and fortunately they spent time in prison. I cant imagine how it would feel like to find yourself on the net. I would imagine it would be a difficult decision to take your friend to the police about this maybe not. ust allow yourself to feel the emotions as hard as this is and tyr and count on the firends who are there to support you.

deleted_user 04/28/2012

I have something that will help you. I sent you the link to my free guided imagery meditations on my blog. These are 9 audios that have been created for traumas of all kinds. The are, Sleep, which helps you get to sleep and stay there, Protection, which guides you to make a safe place in your mind where you can go and return when you need to, Depression, Grief, Walking Meditation,, Trauma, Self Esteem and Anger as well as great Affirmations which are positive statements which will uplift your mind.

These are part of the 3 Stages of Healing for PTSD by Belleruth. I have videos of hers on this blog explaining how they work.

Unfortunately, I need you to send my your email address because the links I have on there I can not get to work. These have worked for me and for those I have used them with suffering severe ptsd.

Please message me you email and I will get them to you right away.

Cronewise

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