Sexual Abuse Support Group

Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...

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HELPmemattter143
HELPmemattter143

I've singed up for school im so nervous but ready i have testing on Monday and the weekends are the times I'm punished my mom sales me through the weekend I could fight but then I would have bruises to explain away and still be made to do whatever the guys want anyway I need prayers that witch ever men are taken me for the weekend will just want regular stuff and not the men that like and get off on pain my mom says they just have a special appetite I hate them I hate feeling so dirty and hopeless but not completely I'm a student I just hope I can manage to pick up the brokenness when this is over this weekend and go to testing not having to hide the pain and with no visible bruises or marks I'm trying to get out I really am its just not as easy as people might think so please pray for me

donnawanda
donnawanda
I'm sure it's not easy. I think it's wonderful that you are taking steps to get out. Even if you don't succeed immediately (which I pray you will) nobody will judge you for that. You do your best, one step at a time. What's more important than succeeding is not giving up. "Fall down seven times stand up eight."
LuckyEmpath
LuckyEmpath
I am glad you have signed up for school. Good luck Monday with your tests. You will do great I am sure.

I pray you find a way to get away from your mother and the life she has created for you. You are not her prisoner or slave. Please remember that. You are a wonderful person who deserves respect, love and compassion. None of which you are getting from her or the people she sells you to. You deserve so much more.
devistation
devistation
You have not indicated your age. But if you are under 18 there is help for you. A simple call to 911 will get you out of that prison. Or go to a trusted friend or a local pastor or priest. What you are experiencing is not right and you should be out of that environment. If you are 18 and older google a shelter and go seek help. Your emotional psyche cannot sustain what you are dealing with unless you get help. Please do not wait until you got to achool
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