Hi I've joined this group to see if anyone can help feel as if I'm not alone. My sexual abuse store wasn't any thing physical but it's still very challenging. In late August of 2016 my father was arrested for child porn. Little did I know I was the main victim. My father had a camera hidden in the bathroom soo he could video tape me as I showered. He gave me benadryl to sleep at night so he could take pictures of me in my sleep. He took pictures of me in my shorts and jeans ect. The hard part about this for me is this is the one thing I thought I would ever have to go through. I guess nobody ever thinks that any way. It's even worse that my dad had traded the videos and pictures do me online to other predators and it will be at there for ever that's the other hard part. My privacy was ripped from me and I was exposed online and no one seems to understand me I just want to hear I'm not alone any more. My other siblings look at me as if it was my fault making me feel as if I am alone. This happend in the span of two years all in secrecy I had no idea any of it was happening. I want to move on but can't in fear it will happen again.