Two days ago I discovered a secret tablet just for viewing porn that my husband has been hiding from me for four years. Four years. It was the night before he left for a week long business trip. I then decided to go through our home computer (something I never do) and found out just how much porn he has been watching. I'm the fun wife that is ok with him watching a little porn. We have a great sex life although I have noticed little changes here and there. I feel like such an idiot. Four years. Ironically people think my husband is my dad because, well, he could be. I take good care of myself, have giant fake boobs and there really isn't anything i wouldn't try if he asked me. I have cried for two straight days. Delighted in the thought of divorce. Felt broken and disgusting. He has already made an appointment for therapy but I don't know if I can ever trust him again. I truly thought we had a great marriage. I want to say the most hurtful things to him right now.