Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
Hello! I feel a bit nervous typing this but I feel like it would be good for me to finally put myself out there, but I am coming to terms with my addiction to pornagraphy. It's been my go to boredom and stress relief most of my life and I let it go on from puberty to adulthood (28 years old). I didn't realize what it was till I got into a relationship with my now girlfriend. She wants it out of our relationship and I am ready to let it go, but I hardly realized how hard it is. I'm still struggling and I'm scared I may struggle with this for the rest of my life. But I'm commited to her and I committed to bettering myself! So no matter how long it takes I'm gonna give it my all!
-
Depressing reality when can't remember how to hard boil eggs without my hard boil egg timer. The timer is my cheat-sheet... And being on Food State Benefits doesn't make life any better because this means no extra food and no room for an honest mistake. On the bright side one egg made it, I get to have breakfast this morning.
-
I'm happy about myself and the choice I made to get myself back up to getting better but I would have wished for a better support system that actually lives up to standards and met expectations. Meh... sometimes it's not worth mentioning and pointless to mention but then that's why it's called depression because damn if you do and damn if you don't.
Thus far, in about the last year, I have only had two relapses where I did not view picture or video pornography, but instead read pornographic material.
Do not give up. You will likely need an accountability partner that you talk to when or right before you relapse. I needed to be accountable for my actions to get me to stop.