Sex On The Brain Community Group
A place for those of us with non existent (or dwindling) sex lives to gather. Whether it is to share just how you are feeling or what you miss, or crave or fantasize about (or perhaps have tried with unexpected results?)… I am hoping to find somewhere for those of us fellow "horntoads" to come and chat when we are incredibly lonely and our toys are not enough to keep...
As you all know, I did just lose my husband. While I do grieve for him and the decline of happy times between us because of his health issues, I am feeling a bit relieved. In time (when all does finally settle) I will have my life back. Feeling a little guilty, but before this all happened and got so bad-- I did decide I desperately wanted and needed more.
I realize it is soon-- and actually a part of my current roller coaster perhaps--- but I am finding again things are a stirring.
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I was recently separated from my wife of 33 years and it's complicated. Anyway I rented a room about 15 minutes away and I see my kids about once a week. I see the people who own the house I live in once in a while but other than that I stay in my room where I do my cooking, wash dishes in the shower, read, color, and sleep. I get out at least once a day. I grocery shop and I attend 2 meetings...
You may have a roller coaster of emotions for the next little bit, but you are entitled to move on with your life and your desires.
Your husband lived the life he chose to live and now he is having his life review before he comes back again...As the Hindus' and Buddhists' and Bill Murray say:...........
Lessons are repeated until learned.
God Bless
Prioritize and.proceed slowly