ive gone six months without cutting and/or burning myself but i really need to get rid of my other SI problems that i have acquired now, i kinda got rid of my cutting/burning problem with smoking, biting and pushing pens across my skin to the point it bruises but doesn't bleed or leave scars. i know its still bad but i convinced myself that this is one step up from bleeding everywhere sometimes to the point of passing out. i mean my therapist checks me for scars and stuff sometimes and i dont wanna be sent to a mental facility or anything and i really dont wanna tell my therapist that i have been lying about hurting myself. so i wanna deal wit it on my own so i dont have to lie anymore but i need help.