Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
xBlissx
I've just had one of those awful moments where suddenly everything has just kicked me right in the face.
I'm dx Bipolar with Borderline traits, I live at home, I have no independence, I can't work, I had a job (vet nurse) and now it looks like I'm going to have to give it up and it's all I've ever wanted to do! I'm not stable, I am very, VERY far from stable, I'm a complete a wreck and I'm only bloody 19!!!
My life is just NOT worth living for anymore...why should I keep fighting this just to wake up to another day of THIS!
I can't handle this anymore! The reality of it all is just too much.
x-Bliss-x
I'm dx Bipolar with Borderline traits, I live at home, I have no independence, I can't work, I had a job (vet nurse) and now it looks like I'm going to have to give it up and it's all I've ever wanted to do! I'm not stable, I am very, VERY far from stable, I'm a complete a wreck and I'm only bloody 19!!!
My life is just NOT worth living for anymore...why should I keep fighting this just to wake up to another day of THIS!
I can't handle this anymore! The reality of it all is just too much.
x-Bliss-x
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Read my journals hun.
deleted_user
Read my journals hun.
xBlissx
? I don't understand bigpuppy...why?
deleted_user
I have nothing good to say.. why you might ask? hmm lets see I felt the same way you do right now at age 18 I am now 29 and every day of my life from 18 till now i wake and ask why I did not die in my sleep so. I wont lie and say it will get better , or all you need to do is think wonderful thought on how great life is.... Life sucks either deal with it knowing it sucks and can get worst or do not deal with it. Sorry I can not be of help but once again I'm not going to feed you a line of BS.
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i recently went trough a very bad episode and tried to kill myself,obviously did not work and ended up going into psyc hospital!it took that to happen, to me unfortunatley for me to have a reality check,and made me take a step back from everyday life and from the reality i was living in.don't get me wrong,nothing is solved but you have to sometimes take a step back,give yourself breathing space,reacess and take one day at a time-when you feel life is out of control you need to reach out for help,it's a bloody hard thing to do but it is the only way to move forward.don't know if any of this makes sense or helps in anyway but i hopeyou find a way through this difficult period.many hugs!!!
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