first off, the #1 thing you need to realize is that you aren't alone. that statistics for 2012 show that 1 in 513 men and 1 in 438 women are seeking help for self harm. i don't know where you live, but even in a small town like my hometown (of about 400) that means statistically there's at least one person there who cuts.

the second thing, quitting is not an overnight thing. it is a process. you wouldn't expect to be an all-star volleyball player the first time you try it. it's the same with recovery from self harm. and just like volleyball, some days you'll be great and some days you'll struggle. it's the human condition. don't give up just because of a few rough days.

and finally, looking for a support group (or talking to a therapist about a support group in your area) would provide you with a platform to discuss your troubles and issues, show you that you are not alone, and give you ideas on how to fight any urges in the future that you might not have considered

Stopping is difficult so I would think it's natural to want someone to help you through it. One thing I highly recommend is coming up with a plan. When you feel like cutting instead of going for your blades Try writing your feelings down or going for a walk/run find a healthy coping mechanism to help you through that moment in time that doesn't result in you hurting yourself. I would also suggest seeing a therapist. Find a good one that you are comfortable with. Good Luck!!! And If you ever want to talk feel free to message me.