I'm on my fifth day of fighting the urges to SI, it's so hard to resist the urges. I know set backs are just that.I've been self harming for years and the longest I've ever gone is 18 mths. my kids keep bothering me and my husband doesn't understand. I been monitoring my mania and it is getting worse. just gotta hold on another fifteen min is all I keep telling myself. listening to music was helping but that stopped about an hour ago. just gotta wait alittle longer till the urges go away. I hate this illness, but I love it sometimes too. sorry just had to vent alittle. thanks for reading. :)
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