aww big hugs it is so scary wen you cut the deepest youv ever done it before! i cut thro a vien at one time and the blood was everywere soo scary!! it shocked me but not enuff to make me stop!?! maybe try and get a earlier app with your dr? mine gave me some anti septic spray and it really really hurts wen you put it on but all the time i was using it i cut less! and even tho its helping you heal it hurts! does that make sense? iv called samritans and they are really helpfull with good advice?? maybe give them a try they dont judge they just listen!! good luck am here if you need to talk hun! xx

I remember when the scab came out of one cut in the shower. I didn't even realize I had cut that deep. It scared me to the point that I tossed my razor blades in the garbage, but not my knife.

thanks guys, mm I think i might call a lone later.. i don't know if i can get an earlier appointment cause i remembered my doc is away next week... hmm