Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
I'm 20 by the way and they still have so much power over me even though I'm an adult now! But I'm sick of them not believeing me when I say things! I want them to help me save me or whatever or someone to help me! the voices said to me I'm cursed so I'm considered to be the furnace fire child forever and that's exactly it the voices keep repeating this also I am constantly being watched and followed by black shadows and it's terrifying they constantly tell me stuff and yell at me and say I'm a loser and stuff how do I make everything stop any advice? I'm the furnace fire child and everyone of the shadows is following me and watching me it's terrifying!
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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First, I hope everyone is doing well, and continuing to fight that good fight! Keep up the great work on yourselves; I'm rooting for all of you!So, I started doing therapy at the beginning of the year, when I was in my most depressed state, but with my therapist, I made big changes and steps in the right direction. But, over a month ago, she couldn't take my insurance anymore, and I had to stop...
I'm 62 and my parents still have great -and bewildering- power over me, even the parent who died in 2005, and I haven't seen them much since I was 16. My adult children have even more power over me. That is the way the mysteries of family works, isn't it? Unfortunately, those mysteries don't give us the power to "fix" our loved ones. My healing is up to me. Ditto for my adult sons. That helplessness frequently looks callous, but. . . When one family member hurts, we all feel it, whether we know what to do, or knot.