Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.

But nevertheless, I have been way off center for quite a while.
However, more recently (esp today), I have really been levelling off in a good way. The gray area is a good place.