Hi all. I'm new to this. Diagnosed with RA a few months ago. My husband isn't the emotional type so he kinda just stared at me when I had a breakdown when I was diagnosed. He never really talks about it and I actually feel awkward talking about it to him, so I don't really have great support. He gets mad when I tell him that I don't like talking about emotional stuff, so here I am. I was diagnosed right before my wedding this year and I was doing great on enbrel and plaquinil and dicloflenac but then a month ago I started to get pain in my foot and ankle and trouble/pain when standing when I wake up. So it looks like I'm starting to get erosion per US and they want to change my meds to methotrexate but I'm planning on trying to start having a family in a few months. My husbands mad I won't take the meds and keeps making comments about "well your going to end up in a wheelchair" and "you won't be able to pick up your kids" and comments along those lines. I'm very freaked out by this an never expected to have this disease. I'm very healthy and athletic and I'm sad and sometimes depressed as I know how the disease can progress but I stay quiet and get upset when I'm by myself. Anyone other young adults out there going through any sadness or anything and how do you deal w it. Also any advice on starting a family. Thank you all for listening.