Well I think I have had my voice back for a whopping two weeks tops. And ther she goes again. I swear this is one of the hardest things for me to manage on an emotional scale. It comes on very sudden and when it goes it has been gone up to seven weeks before the last time was a little more than a month. I'm such a social person and like to talk to the people in my life. My husband travels for work and all i can do is txt or whisper then repeat myself a thousand times till I just say forget it I just feel so cut off. Everyone sits around chatting and I don't bother becuz no one can hear me. I broke down and cried tonight then. Hated myself becuz my daughter consoled me. I hate to let her see me be weak ( which is happening more and more these days) I want her to admire me later in life and think wow mom was strong if she could do it so can I so I hate when I cry.