Hi all. Haven't posted in awhile. I've been doing very well with almost no symptoms of late apart from fatigue which I think will be forever with me. For the past few weeks I have started to dread my enbrel days. I dread poking myself with the needle and putting holes in myself. I dread the pain and the itching after. I think the worse thing is that I feel so good right now and very dangerously like someone deciding to go off their anti depressants, I feel like I can stop enbrel and be fine. I know this is not the case as my doctor has told me I can't. Sometimes I find myself saying I can do it later or I'll do it tomorrow trying to put it off. I know it's something that I must deal with but...