I just turned 16 'bout a week ago & was raped by a somewhat family friend & somewhat trusted man between 28-32 only 3 days ago. After it happened I just went straight 2 my room & cried 4 the whole night. I thought about pressing charges against him but i called my BF that has also been threw a rape, I relized how dirty I felt so, not knowing u wernt suposed 2, took a shower & washed my clothes. Since then, when ever my dad, brother ext. would walk n i would freak. I kno they kno somthing is wrong, but I just can't tell them. 2 make it worse I start high school n 3 days. Tons of guys there & i'm afraid I wont be able 2 make it threw my 1st year. Should I tell someone, like a parents, school guidence, or my friends so they don't think I've gone crazy? Even though it feels like I have.
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