Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
some background......... I am 15 almsot 16 i was raped in 7th and 8th grade by my step brothers best friend and he let it happen. I was molested by 3 family members from the time i was 6 to about the age of 11 when I could actually understand what was happening to me. I still have nightmares, but they are not with those people they are older strange men that I never see their face in my dream. I have taken many sleep medications but none keep the nightmares away. I am scared another guy will do this to me. also A guy in my bio class triggered the nightmares to occur every night. He began touching me in class n unwanted places i would pull his hand away and tell him no and to stop. He then begi to whisper in my ear tell me to come over after school and meet him after class so he could do things to me. I told my social worker and they talked to him but it still hasnt stopped is it something im doing is it my fault why does this keep happening i wear jeans and big sweetshirts and try to stay to myself. I dont understand.
If this doesn't work, you may need to contact a women's group in your area. Usually the groups for abused women have people trained in rape and dealing with it. Plus, they not only will defend you, but you need some serious counseling about what was done in you in the past, and the result of a family member who you trusted giving this rapist opportunity. He is just as guilty as the one who raped you.
Have your reported this to the police? You need to report what is happening in your classroom, as well as what happened in the past. Not for revenge, but for peace of mind, and for these boys to have criminal records, so they can't get away with it in the future.
As far as victim blaming, I just saw this video yesterday. It is about a man who had been mugged. He gets interviewed like someone who has been raped and blamed. You will see how absurd it gets, which is exactly the same as what happens to rape victims. People need to have control over their own lives. A rape victim, regardless of what she was wearing, or if she was drunk, is the VICTIM, and the rapist is entirely responsible for his own behaviour. (You may have to copy and paste this link, never sure whether links are posting day to day on DS!) It is a parody. That means it is poking fun of the attitudes of people towards rape, but in a very serious way! It is not laughing at rape victims.
http://www.refinery29.com/2017/03/144819/sexual-assault-mugging-video-parody-viral
Many men would like to have sex as teenagers, but they control their impulses and wait till they are married. Anyone that tells you "boys will be boys" or they need to sow wild oats is a liar.
I am very concerned for you. Trauma can trigger auto-immune diseases, and that may be part of the reason you are ill. You need to work through all this, with a trained counselor.