Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
i have my days really, i dont get it i can be fine and it hits me like a ton of fucking bricks. i can see his face in my sleep. And i hate it. i close my eyes and i can see him so well. i hate every part of it. i remember the words he would say to me as i begged him to stop he would say "Hold on baby im almost there". i cried and laid there bawling my eyes as i turned my head. and watched the clock it seemed to last forever. i remember those words ill never forget it. it hurts i never thought it would hurt so bad well it did alot in alot of ways.i dont know i try to push his fucking ugly face out of my mind the best i can but let me tell you its not easy at all. i
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i'm so sorry that you're going through this.....i can see my rapist all the time when i have dreasm and flashbacks and i hate it too!!!!!! i remember the threat that my rapist made and i remember how scared i was during it and how relieved yet disgusted i felt after it happened.......the only thing that i can recommend would be to go to a "safe place" right before you go to sleep.....it could be real or imaginary.....like my place is a place with no windows or door so m rapist can;t get in....it has purple walls and i'm talking nd laughing with m friends there.......and you're never alone......if you ever need someone, i'm here!!!!
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