I was date raped more than once. I remember this one time being 16 and at a party i had been invited to, I didn't know anyone accept for a guy I had met at a party the previous year. His friend fixed me a drink. Right after, my girlfriend i was with took off and wouldn't wait for me. As i was walking back towards the party I felt way too woozy, started stumbling and had trouble seeing. All i remember is the ground coming up to smack me in the face.

I woke up the next day naked in this guys bed. I still don't know what they did to me. His friend was in the living room. Thinking back it makes me sick to think that I don't even know what they did. I have no idea how many of them raped me. I don't know if they took pictures or... anything. It does affect my sex life. I still feel dirty. I feel like its my fault sometimes. Like I shouldn't have been there and what if I was just black out drunk and no one raped me... but I only had a few drinks! It makes me feel gross just talking about it. I don't even know if this is the right group, date rape is still rape but it's different than what alot of women have had to go through. Any help?