hi. i'm so sorry that you are scared. i'm here if you need to talk.

I am so sorry that you are feeling this way. I too am stuck with my therapist for fear that my rapist will come back and find out what I'm telling her. I am here if you want to talk

I'm here also. Make you can't tell him/her how you feel cuz you don't trust them yet...?

you can't tell your therapist because you are afraid of being judged.. don't be! its their job to listen and most therapists make it more than just a job. they are there to help you! im sorry you are scared but i promise the fear will go away after you are able to trust again. surround yourself with people that make you feel safe! hang in there messege me whenever.

you only get out of therapy what you put in, if you can't trust your therapist then I'd suggest you either talk to them about why you feel you can't open up or find another therapist. There is nothing to be scared about with your therapist - they are there to help guide you to deal with your issues and past and help you to support yourself to handle your present issues, they aren't there to judge you or ridcule you.
Being scared out in the big bad world after a rape or sexual assault is normal, the place you once felt safe in has been tarnished and you need to find a sense of control in your environment again. Maybe you could take up a self defense class to make yourself feel stronger within but talking openly to your counsellor would be a good start too