Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
i was attacked multiple times by my husband. i got a po order in 2005 but i havent divorced him yet its a long story. my question is that my anniversary is coming up and i am finding myself reliving the shame and the anger and all the other emotions i used to have. i had dealt with a lot of it.... so i thought. for the last few years i struggled but i was okay and thought that i would never hear from him again. i was on facebook and happened to see his page and all these feelings came back...the wierdest thing though is the love for him came back too. this unnerves me far more than the panic attacks and the shame and all the other feelings. i dont know how i could still be in love with this monster. i want it to go away and i want all the other feelings to go away. i dont know why i am even on here right now typing this but i need someone to talk to and i guess i am just trying to reach out right now and it seems easier to do on the net than in real life.
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there is NOTHING wrong with you.......after i was used for sex by a guy, i still felt so much love for him....i didn't care about a lot of the things he did.....so even though it seems weird there's nothing weird about it.....our minds just oush out the negative stuff and we wanna beleive that everything was perfect and fine....and these feelings may subside for quite some time, but they eventually coem back-it sucks i know........the thing that i would recommend would be to see a therapist/counselor and they can help you deal with these feelings.....if you still need ot talk, i'm here for ya!!!!!
scaredt
thanks i appreciate it....:) sometimes its hard to remember that at one in the morning... maybe i can try to tonight :) and if you ever need to talk im willing to listen
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