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I guess I will admit it now...some trigger words
jessicaberkowsli
I have a pain killer problem! It started awhile ago and I stopped in my own then I faked a hurt hip like 5 months ago and have been scoring narcotics like hydro from my local ers and immediate cares I went to one we 3 times and got hydros them another we 3 times and got more then an immediate care and got 3 refills form that doc well yesterday I ran out and went to another immediate care faking a bad back from a fall doc said to just ice and when I asked about something for pain he said well here is the problem this month alone u have had multiple persctiptions form all different docs so I got up and left freaking out by this morning I was dying so I went to the er the doctor basically came out and accused me of being an addict but he gave my 12 hydros and discharged me but made it very clear to not go back there! I of course denied being a drug addict. I don't want to stop using! I don't snort or shoot them just swallow or chew. So now I'm sure every er is on alert for me as a drug seeker! I have no idea what to do now and withdraw is going to be horrible! I regret ever getting a narcotica scrip! Help
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I started out taking 2 vicodin (hydros) twice a day. I built a tolerance over time and had to keep increasing the dose to chase that high. 3 years after that first dose, I was taking 50 miligrams, 3 times a day and I ended up in the hospital and nearly died from kidney failure!
Jessica, it's almost impossible to quit those alone. I tried hundreds of times to quit and the longest I was ever clean was for 3 weeks. I had some underlying problems that predisposed me to addiction but I got help by going through an outpatient treatment program. I was treated for depression and ptsd which helped me tremendously.
As I look over your profile, I can see some things that might be triggering your own addiction so I recommend talking to your doctor about it and go from there.
Life is much better without narcotics but the worst part about quitting, is getting past the first few months, so if you have any questions, don't be afraid to ask, we are here for you!
God Bless!