i am having trouble finding words that say this as big as i want to say it. i will use the words i have then.

your song here, Jewells1, this is really incredible and huge. i love that this is your theme song, high fives

this one, this is not my theme song. when i heard this one, i could relate to the pain in the lyrics and identified with little me, just terrified to feel any feelings or let anyone know that i felt anything at all.

i am learning i don't need to feel this way anymore and that the person who was broken so badly that was my mother, did do this, but my anger is gone now. it was due to generational abuse and was not intentional. there is much depth of understanding and learning here.

anyway, when i heard this, it spoke to that young one's pain, and explained issues i had in my life that i never understood before hearing this.

Kelly Clarkson's - Because of You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ra-Om7UMSJc

i have felt like this is my song for awhile, Let it Be Me - Ray LaMontagne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LWpw3CMCEg&index=2&list=RDEMib_NJZN3Ydx3bY3m5bb4hw

my theme song in this moment?

Jimmy H Purple Haze
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHdlSolwktU

who knew?!! it is on youtube : ) the movie as well, but I didn't try it to see if it is watchable.

here is Like Sunday, Like Rain - Composed by British musician Ed Harcourt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDUj73bbxwI

I love the Jimmy H. Purple Haze, I was in art class in the 70's and we had a guy build an electric guitar from a block pf wood to the clear-coat lacquer as his independent project...He played and sang that as his presentation.

that is very cool.

When it was all too much, Lou Reed said "Turn to Me."

Thank God you were there for me, Lou. Rest in peace now.

"When your teeth are ground down to the bone
And some friend just died of something
that you can't pronounce
Remember, Lou Reed loves you
You can always give me a call
Turn to me, turn to me, turn to me"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vi-Xmx_o2aY

Cowboy Junkies - Baby Please Don't Go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfnwQyTT5UU

This isn't aimed at anyone but my own overtaxed heart.

Mary J Blige "No More Drama"
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ndvSZIbGHCQ

This is a theme song Our Muji has suggested for all of us at DS PTSD

Greg Holden's - The Lost Boy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XF-qH7G9ACI

p.s. pleaseforgive my cowboy junkies addition, was meant for a different thread :: /