Hi. 

Last July two x-ray said that I broke my left hand yet I was smiling through it. I had to see a hand surgeon who happens to be on the scleroderma medical list.

The hand surgeon did an x-ray and said what the other x-ray showed the one we did today show something different. She requested me to do an MRI.

By august/September last year I did an MRI. Remember from July last year I was wearing a brace. MRI show tendon torn because of calification. Hand surgeon stated "Surgery with scleroderma?" As if she was debating if surgery was worth it. 

I was supposed to be doing an EMG and nerve conduct test in January but because I am terrified of needles I keep rescheduling. But I finally scheduled for April.

Thank God for therapist because thanks to my therapist and much prayers two weeks ago I went to the hospital to see my possible neurologist ( will not go into deals) after I was transferred to him. He did the nerve conduct test and said it was normal. I asked him do I have to do the other one. He said no. 

The week after which was last week I had to see hand surgeon. To make it short. She said I can take off brace because I am feeling no pain etc. Which I didn't really felt during this process. She asked me to wear brace at night and then she gave me a few precautions and when to return if certain things happen. I am happy that I am not doing surgery and the brace off in the day time. I didn't want to do surgery especially in times like this. 

Lastly I have not been feeling well and has been resting a lot because I have a few conditions more like five which is causing me fatigue. But I miss you all and even though I am not online as often as I was, I still support you all