Why did you move? Are you doing anything to meet people? I started off with going to synagogue services and made a goal to talk to one person each week that I went. I also quilt so I meet people at quilting classes. Sometimes, if you can get to a mall and people watch or go to the library at the same time every day you get to know the regulars. You can sit there and read the paper or something. This way at least you are around people as opposed to sitting home alone all the time. I don't know where you live, but it seems like there are support groups for a lot of things everywhere. Maybe there is one that you would be comfortable at. Sounds like you are really depressed. NAMI runs support groups (free) for folks with depression and other mental illnesses. They have a website you could look up. Another idea is to find something you might like to do for volunteer work. If you like animals, you could volunteer to walk shelter dogs, or something like that. You will get to mingle with the folks at the sheIlter and this may lead to friendships. Acquaintances first. Have you applied for state assistance like food stamps and SSI or anything like that? That might give you some more money so you aren't ending up short every month. Maybe you would qualify for housing assistance and then you could live someplace else. Do you work? I wish you the best.

So sorry. I moved to where I live now a year ago, and every time I move it seems like I'm a little less quick to adjust. Must be age. Maybe I just need to settle down. Anyway, a year later, I am adjusting, though. I see myself starting to relax a little more about other people (I'm a loner), and even laugh with them a little. I'm broke, too, so I don't run with a flush crowd or anything myself. But it's getting easier to be around others, and I'm lonely a little less when alone. It's gradual, but it's real. I hope you can feel a little progress. I know what you describe.

I am so sorry you are having a rough go of it right now. I think you should try and do some volunteer work or get involved with a support group. Being out with people will help. Can you move back closer to your friends? If you are not into going out, can you find other chat boards of things you are interested in and join them? What about a hobby? Painting, crafts something to help pass the time and allow you a little relief?
Thinking about you and hoping things get better for you soon.