My sister-in-law has had her first ect treatment. There's been no change in her psychosis. She'll receive another tomorrow. Part of her story is she was molested as a child. She's been a drug addict and an alcoholic since at least high school. Many treatment facilities and countless AA meetings and still active in both addictions. I'm afraid she's pursued it into insanity. She died from an overdose 2 years ago and it took 5. 5 minutes to bring her back. That didn't stop her. I'll give an update when I can.
They have been contolling my thoughts and mind all day and they wont stop :( I dont know what to do they arent usually THIS bad :(
The dark cloud of depression is looming on the horizon. I learned today i will have to wear a big old ugly leg brace everyday now. It is being tightened weekly to try and steaighten my leg and it is painful today.My pain and furthering disability seems to be causing old pains to come up again reguarding my ptsd. I drove by my old employers and started having flashbacks. I felt the anger...