I am so angry. The very person who was drugging me letting all her friend have sex with me DRUGGED at 12 is saying i "wanted it". 

She said if i had not i would have told my father. My father was molesting me too and my father didn't talk to me. Him and another sister would do the silent treatment to me for months, maybe my father would say very few words. If i wanted to talk about any issue he would get very angry break everything on the table and kicked the dogs!.... This woman "Sister" older than me is pure evil. 

I understand how people get to the point that they want to do something that lands them in jail.

Have you had any kind of similar experience? what did you do? IF you conronted the abusers how did they respond? 

I feel so angry.