"An Army Of Angels" .....how beautiful.

Let us be your army of angels,lilmissy.

Here for you and will be thinking of you tomorrow.

i hear you - anxiety really sucks!
do you have a positive playlist? listening to happy, upbeat music helps with my anxiety. hope that helps!!

Medical anxiety here. too. If you want to send me in for a scan, you better knock me out with heavy sedation ---- or I can't handle it. So...... ..... IMagine your favorite animal as well as angels. Doesn't have to be "real" ---- if you like unicorns, imagine that the angels ride unicorns. Whatever.... A little whimsy helps me:-)


Support

You've got it,lilmiss. Just last week you supported me through my big 6 month kidney doc appointment, so now I get to send your kind support back atcha. Will be sending soothing vibes to you for y0ur appointment tomorrow for sure, my friend. You are NOT alone!

hi lilmiss i’m sitting here supporting you all day. there with you in spirit <3

Hi, I hope it went ok

Sent you a hug, lilmiss. How'd it go?

Thank you guys so much for your support & hugs, (& helpful suggestions, it really helped me feel not as alone

I wanted to write back yesterday when I got home, but everytime I tried to press send it said something like ‘500 backend fetch’ or something like that & just wouldn’t let me send it, so I really hope this one goes through

Anyway, I made it there & back safe which I’m very grateful for, & had some dissociation (but worked through it as best I could) in the appointment & lots of deep breathes.

They want to do a whole bunch of more different xrays & scans for my neck & everything moving forward because my other ones are older & they want more up to date. They are referring me to see a new oral maxillo facial doctor for my jaw (that I really hope is a good one) & ... well there’s a lot more steps to take.

The doctor was nice & I’m hoping this is a good foundation for everything moving forward. I finally think I’m going to be able to stop moving from place to place & live here for a while so I can hopefully establish care & hopefully trust in some of these doctors.
I have a long road ahead of me, but I’m determined to walk it no matter how hard it may be one peace at a time.
Sorry if I’m rambling, I have a foggy brain this morning

Thank you guys again for your support, it really means a lot to me.

Big hugs <3

You are unaware of what a priceless treasure you are! God has surrounded you with his army of angels, to protect you. A book, I have been reading, tells us to see with faith. I balked at this. However, I was/am a devout lover of God, and His son. The book says that with faith, we can discern his hidden signs.And that all of the clutter and disorder we are feeling, will through faith will enable us to see loveliness and perfection of his divine wisdom. The angels are there! They love and protect you, LilMissy!

lilmiss, it;s so good to hear that not only did this single appointment go well after all, but that it paved the way for you to have future relationships of trust with doctors. For those of us with ptsd hypervigilance, trust in doctors is not always a given, so it's a big deal to hear that you're at that point here. Good for you!