I got PTSD from the military. One sailor pulled a rabbit out of her hat. She made me remember that she was a real ---tch! That was after I was a witness to a dead sailor who drowned in the ocean. Well, after I started getting headaches, I gave up on any advancement and ranks in the Navy. I just stayed to finish my 4 year contract. I was not used to all of the people coming together everyday to work. I have PTSD today from certain situations that I experienced in the military. I lose my concentration in the middle of a sentence. I lose hope in my daily work and relaxation activities. I am afraid that people will try to pursuade me to drink and drug which I was exposed to in my past. I have been sober 18 years and the downtime is so boring. I don't like it when people judge me because of a bad experience I had. I have been thinking about going from medical billing and coding to graphic design. I don't do well socializing with healthcare professionals because they think that they know more than i do. I know several nice doctors and nurses, but I can't relate to them for educational purposes. I like art because I have feedom of expression, movement, and color. Peace.
I've been a bit of withdrawn , I don't know what to say but I'm finding it hard being alone at times
Does anyone else have hard days where they feel uncomfortable in their skin?When I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder they might as well told me I had a life threatening illness like cancer. I thought my life and what I wanted was over. It took years for me to just be able to tolerate it. Then I had a son. I have always taken care of it and took medications but now it's actually being used...