Everything hurts! Inside I’m a mess. Outside I’m in so much pain its crazy!
The pain on the outside makes sense I’m injured and that’s all there is to it. But the pain on the inside I don’t know what to do with that. I don’t know what to name it I don’t know what to feel. sometimes it just gets so overwhelming.
Tomorrow I have my MRI on my lower lumbar back. And then Friday I meet with my new therapist for the first time.
I feel like shit. Inside, outside, down, around, and all over, it hurts, bad. Someone please tell me what to do! Tell me how to feel, How to act and what mask to wear, because I’m out. I’m out of ideas I’m out of everything.
Many films in the course of their production go through title changes as producers, writers, directors, focus groups, and others all weigh in on the picture's title, so it should come as no surprise that some some of the most popular films ever were nearly known by very different names - https://www.buzzfeed.com/alliehayes/famous-movies-that-almost-had-different-titles?ref=hpsplash
I feel like I was climbing the ladder or at least attempting to and now the rungs got pulled out from underneath of me, and I'm left desperately cleaning to the outside edges trying not to fall to the very bottom and go splat. And right now though I really wish that I could go splat. Forever. Because I feel like nothing is ever going to get better. I feel like any hope I had of ever getting...