Everything hurts! Inside I’m a mess. Outside I’m in so much pain its crazy!
The pain on the outside makes sense I’m injured and that’s all there is to it. But the pain on the inside I don’t know what to do with that. I don’t know what to name it I don’t know what to feel. sometimes it just gets so overwhelming.
Tomorrow I have my MRI on my lower lumbar back. And then Friday I meet with my new therapist for the first time.
I feel like shit. Inside, outside, down, around, and all over, it hurts, bad. Someone please tell me what to do! Tell me how to feel, How to act and what mask to wear, because I’m out. I’m out of ideas I’m out of everything.
I'm going on a harbour cruise here today as part of Seniors' Week and its only $10 for the cruise, a look around one of the islands and morning tea. Why wouldn't you want to do that? Well, anxiety is kicking in and I'm fighting to make myself get ready and go.I went to a free printmaking class the other day but I went with my neighbour. I found 4 hours of sitting too much for me and my printing...
My anxiety has gotten really bad. Ive had 3 flat tires with one blow out on highway then spin out on ramp which left me in a ditch. I wasnt hurt but now im terrified of driving. Especially when it rains and we've been getting rain everyday so i havent gone far. Just to grocery store. Ive had to cancel appts for fear of driving. I just dont lnow how to overcome it. I feel trapped.