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bluedragon41
bluedragon41
Hey, I can't get on here at work anymore...and really need to get busy getting a better-paid job anyway.

Mr Crazypants wants to find a way to live with me...and for my part, I think about him every day and...well...even before I met him I was occasionally crying myself to sleep because I couldn't hold him. Now that I have? It's only gotten worse.

So I have to overthrow my whole life to pull this off.
It's a really sucky life anyway. It needs rebooted really bad anyway.

In the meantime I still love my girlfriend and...will be out the door to go see her in a couple of hours...O.o

Why be reasonable? I want her, I want him, I want my doggies and family and to watch my niece and nephew grow up and get a job that doesn't bore me silly, and to learn martial arts and how to shoot well and paint paintings and do my energy work and generally be a badass.

So, um, I am going to be WAY WAY busy y'all, and I may not be around as much, ok?
Does not mean I don't care.
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
( BTW, I am openly polyamorous. This is...um...complicated...he's talked me out of leaving her several times. My GF knew I was poly from the very start. I won't say she's comfortable with it. But she wants to keep me...so...it's complicated...)

( I should also mention...he's in the UK, I'm in Texas...so, it's complicated...)
arfie
arfie
Yes, you do seem to like it complicated, bluedragon...

Good luck with that ambitious set of plans. Wishing you lots of good things. Hope you can pop in and update us from time to time.
CecilBGreen
CecilBGreen
I think that is Complicated with a big "C" :-) I wish you the best:-)
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