No you are not crazy. You hang in there.

you're not crazy, you're traumatised. (((big hug))))

My sexual abuse happened in the afternoons when I'd get home from school. So afternoons are tricky, If I'm doing OK then afternoons are just another part of the day. But if I get stressed out for long periods of time then they are very hard. Presently I sleep through the afternoon and stay up all night. MsTweetyWilliams just wrote a post about how hard it is at night. So your not alone.

Crazy is not appropiate way to think about you or anyone. We are just human spirits. I am not the only one who believe such use of such language is usually done by bigots. To me it indicates the disdain you have for you. Ask ten groups of ten people in each group what each opinion is about something, each group will have a different number of aggreement though.

RICHARD

Me Too...Night time is terrible for me..I have bad dreams, vivid bloody vision's ...I can't stand it..I don't sleep good at night and I keep thinking my Fiance' is gonna die....

Yeah night time has been a nightmare all my life, i start getting very anxious and angry and restless.........No you're not crazy.
Makes sense, i've gotten little better by sheer grace or maybe the time i'm spending trying to recover is paying off.............Still bad but little better.................Hope it gets better for you too....

I used to suffer from panic attacks nightly for 10 years. My recommendation is to not let the person who hurt you win. Your life is meant for something greater and use this as an opportunity to do good things in your life. I can guarantee you the person who hurt you is not thinking about suffering. Why take your life and be miserable because of someone else wrong choices??? You have 2 choices use your life for good or stay stuck in the hurt and remain a victim of it. I know I held on to the pain for years and only hurt myself in the process. We can't change the past but why not create what we want in our futures. Be kind to yourself and accept yourself just as you are and treat yourself to things you enjoy. Hurting people in our pasts hurt us. We don't need to take that hurt on anymore. Best to you all!