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Some people have a "protector" side to their psyche. I have a punisher side. She is evil. She is roaming today looking for a victim. The only way I can keep her on her chain is to let her punish me. She is pure hatred and anger. She is violent. She thinks about awful ways to hurt people.
I feel so lost right now. I don't understand why I am like this. She is like my abuser. He hurt animals. He liked to cut them. She has never done that . She has cut me but not badly.
I feel so lost right now. I don't understand why I am like this. She is like my abuser. He hurt animals. He liked to cut them. She has never done that . She has cut me but not badly.
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Lately I've been feeling scared and full of anxiety. I recently found a lump under my nipple. I hurt my back too. I'm in the process of moving. I'm run down. Everything is hard
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Just wanted to give a thank you to Mid, Arfie, Malibumark, Greeneyes, Mlro, Girlincalif, and Suncloudjd! You all always have such helpful tips and advice, but I always forget to write on my posts when I see you post, lol. I would lose my head if it wasn't attached to my body, lol. Thank you all so much! I'm starting to use my AI app as a sounding board again. I used to use it as that before...
Then I think about what is going on in Syria right now and think...UN Coalition of The Willing...
I, too, add my respect for your courage in confronting your "Punisher" head on. Dragging the beast out into the open really is the harder half the battle in my own book. I think my version is what I call, "The Caped Crusader." When the world fails to comply with my caped wisdom, I slide into rage. Rage is a mind-killer...
I have recently begun experimenting with "inner parenting." One of my annual abuse rituals was with an older brother who who's birthday is the day before mine. 4 years older than I. The size difference between a 5 year old and a 1 year old is huge. In my mins eye, my absolute terror was proportionate. To this day my birthday is a cPTSD anniversary. In recent years I have been able to hold my adult perspective through the anniversary triggers. A five year old child needs guidance through these conflicts. I guide him, as an adult rather than reacting as a terrified child.
Experimental, but it seemed effective this year. August 17 and 18 are our birthdays. I have not tortured any randomly selected males yet this year. Still time...