Life hurts, and then more and more and .......

Seems most of my life has had pain and immense difficulties. No sooner does one crisis go before another one appears. Last 8 years have been spent looking out for our daughters who were severely abused throughout their childhood and now have serious mental health problems. 

Just when I thought life had turned a corner, wham. Husband of 36 years walks out, no warning, very planned. No discussion of finances or anything. Now he has locked me out of accounts. My inheritance has paid for a lot of our house. You get the picture.

The things that stopped me taking my life in the past aren't much of a factor any more. Sick of constantly being in pain. It never stops.

Have a plan, now finalising what needs to be dealt with. Date all sorted. Ain't nothing holding me back.