Sound alot like me when i went. Every one had there own little groups and didnt seem to want to accept new members. I dont have any advice but its not just u its happened to. U will like urself and u are loveable.

welcome back - you have support here! sending you gentle hugs today

Thanks you guys <3

It is good to see you, Pag. I know we can't compete with a campus frat party, but we are here for you and you are missed when you are busy having a life. I am thrilled to hear you are still working your college program. 3 semesters down and ? ? ? How many to go?

At 63, I am beginning to think I never will be a socialite. It doesn't hurt quite so bad now that I have a few, brief moments of social stardom to review, but it still hurts like a father fuck at times. The loneliness of isolation still gets pretty intense. Sigh. . . Plying therapy tools. . .

Triple hugs of support.

Pag!! i'm sorry for how you are feeling right now - but i am happy to see you, i've missed seeing you too.

good for you at 3 semesters now! when i went, starting @ 40, i decided a lot of point of higher education? might be an endurance test. i still think so.

it is definitely pressing on and so constantly finding ways to choose which to prioritize; it is plain old hard. you are doing it and that is awesome.

so many people go for the social life of it. i'm sorry it makes it extra difficult that way. some people fall into it or always have - they may fall out of school too, but we don't see that part. i don't think you will.

extra gentle hugs, and soft high fives - you rock xo

Big hug for you sweetie.... Have you ever tried any of the Meet Up's .... They have them for just about everything..... Some people just "Meet Up" for coffee and a chat.....xo