I wanted to post this because this i s what pschizophrenia has told me. My doctor is telling me I have PTSD. Sounds like I still have pschizoeffective disorder. My blood pressure as it raises I hallucinate. I don't know how to deal with the hallucination other than pray to a higher power. Which I have conflicts with. More things that I'm at peace with concerning the devil other things I'm at peace with in God. Don't know my balance. But I keep blaming people for my own disorders and this can lead to an episode. I just know that if I have an episode I want it to be somewhere I can't hurt people or their feelings. At the same time I feel that this is the fate people want for me like my dad. He is l the coolest most live person you can know but once you push his buttons or do something to burn the bridge it's like he wants me to learn the toughest lessons. God bless him. But everything is treated. The only thing I need to think about now is my health. I haven't been able to eat anything and took my blood test results which came back normal. I'm happy about that. But what is this from? Maybe I have PTSD??