Today is my 2 year anniversary of no cutting or burning myself! WOOHOO!!!!!! I did it! 2 years ago today i was admitted to the hopsital for 2 weeks for being suicidal and self harm and having a total nervous breakdown, had lost 80 lbs in 2 months unable to eat or drink was being kept alive by a central line. I got help, a lot of help and am still getting it! Life does get better, yes i have days that are hard but i have not been suicidal since march of 2017 the second time i got outta the psych hospital. If it wasent for this site and my amazing mental health staff i see, therapist and shrink i would not be here today or my mom cheering me on!
My 4 miscarraiges do not make me less of a mother, like my thearpist said yesterday when she signed the Certificates of life of me naming my 4 angel babies in heaven, i am a proud mother of 4 they just arent here on earth. The angel of life saw them and said too precious for earth and put them beside God. My babies now have names. William Richard (Richard is dads middle name) Olivia Jean (Jean...