I had two friends die of COVID several weeks ago and another friend diagnosed with cancer. I have another very close friend who went into the hospital several days ago for a mini stroke and he thought he had a cold, but he has COVID which has now developed into pneumonia. Dave is now in A-fib and on a ventilator.
I have known Dave since I was 19. Way before he met his wife. His wife and I also became close. She was the maid of honor at my wedding. She is so scared and I cannot even go to be there with her as she is in quarantine. A nurse called saying she had been holding Dave's hand because he is afraid of dying.
My friend with cancer is also trying to hold on. I am so afraid that they will both die.
I also have a deposition coming up on the 1st and will have to face my abusers.
I am so depressed. I have so much emotional and physical pain right now that I ended up self harming pretty badly because I can't show emotion or cry. Please pray for my friends. Please pray for me that I can work my way through all of this. I really need your support right now.
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