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I had two friends die of COVID several weeks ago and another friend diagnosed with cancer. I have another very close friend who went into the hospital several days ago for a mini stroke and he thought he had a cold, but he has COVID which has now developed into pneumonia. Dave is now in A-fib and on a ventilator.
I have known Dave since I was 19. Way before he met his wife. His wife and I also became close. She was the maid of honor at my wedding. She is so scared and I cannot even go to be there with her as she is in quarantine. A nurse called saying she had been holding Dave's hand because he is afraid of dying.
My friend with cancer is also trying to hold on. I am so afraid that they will both die.
I also have a deposition coming up on the 1st and will have to face my abusers.
I am so depressed. I have so much emotional and physical pain right now that I ended up self harming pretty badly because I can't show emotion or cry. Please pray for my friends. Please pray for me that I can work my way through all of this. I really need your support right now.
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Due to my increased paranoia, anxiety, and a panic attack over the weekend, my psychiatrist has put me back in a full dose of Zyprexa until further notice. Every time I think I'm getting ahead something happens and it's back to square one. I knew he was gonna do this but I can't help feeling disappointed. It is what it is.
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Hiya My internet is changing today and I'm not sure how long the switch over will take, I'm hoping 24 hours at the most, but I'm probably being too optimistic We are changing to another company and going full fibre for the internet. But at least it's changing to the one payment rather than the payment for the home landline phone and a payment for the internet. So I'm not going to be on here...
i hope every thing be k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9TqTQ2g-AQ
World Without Tears by Lucinda Williams
If we lived in a world without tears
How would bruises find
The face to lie upon
How would scars find skin
To etch themselves into
How would broken find the bones
If we lived in a world without tears
How would heartbeats
Know when to stop
How would blood know
Which body to flow outside of
How would bullets find the guns
If we lived in a world without tears
How would misery know
Which back door to walk through
How would trouble know
Which mind to live inside of
How would sorrow find a home
If we lived in a world without tears
How would bruises find
The face to lie upon
How would scars find skin
To etch themselves into
How would broken find the bones
If we lived in a world without tears
How would bruises find
The face to lie upon
How would scars find skin
To etch themselves into
How would broken find the bones
How would broken find the bones
How would broken find the bones
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Lucinda Williams
World Without Tears lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc, Warner Chappell Music Inc
May your friends' health improve quickly, and may your abusers feel terrified and helpless and crumble into a pool of self loathing.
Muji, thank you for the song. It captures my emotions ...”How would sorrow find a home if we lived in a world without tears”
Thank you AJ, I guess I self harm to let my emotions out since I cannot cry.
Please keep us posted. Hugs.
God bless.
Thank you rose, I am so sorry for your loss.. It’s like I just talked to them and suddenly their gone.