I am a long time PTSD boarder along with Fibro. I have been dx'd with Chronic PTSD which is puzzling to me actually. I was told Complex PTSD due to childhood trauma, but my therapist dx'd chronic. Maybe someone can help me understand. This is probably a strange post as I never really post on here, but on Fibro board. My original profile for 12 years was jptexas but this person hacked me and took down 12 years of journals some of which I need for court.

Y'all, this is really upsetting me that they are getting away with it and having a really good laugh at my expense when I am teetering on ideations. Who does that??!!!

I am grateful these horrible people are out of my life, but the retaliation is way over the top for the one resource that I have right now as I am very very busy and cannot get into any therapists. I also just had my belongings stolen by an old family friend who was an addict over the holidays. This is a really weird set of events that I am being burned by people that i know of all things. It is over $5000 worth of things and the rest of my stuff is in storage. I don't even money for a business outfit because it was stolen in another state and the police could not gain entry into the house after I had to go to the hospital. It really is too much y'all. I had to take 2 mental health days this week because I was so overwhelmed. I am just trying to get through the bare minimums to manage my day. I do have a nice lady helping me get outfitted this afternoon. They dress you. I donated here a couple years ago and I'm having to go here! It's quite humbling. The people who have taken from me will get their comeupance.

I just need to get this out of my head and see if anyone has ever had this happen to them? It is really awful y'all and it is bringing back all my trauma at once.

breathing with you, jp.

i've never been through this in virtual world (knock wood) but i've suffered similar in real time when i was being drummed out of cliques. no fun maximus and the retaliations can get gruesomely psychotic. it's far easier to increase real time social distances than virtual social distances, so the idea of cyber attacks is, indeed, scary.

breathing with you. . .

Thanks Arfie. The horrible thing of it all is that it is someone who is on the ptsd board and the fibro board, my two main boards!! It's absolutely AWFUL during a time that I am going through so so much....it is just unbelievable!!! I bought this person's husband $150 dinner just last year. He ordered $300 worth of crab and I had to ask for him to pay for half because i only agreed to $40 per person (3 ppl) but instead he ordered 15 lbs of crab for 3 people!!!
I'm just so gobsmacked over the unbelievable cruelty from someone that supposedly claims they have ptsd and would know not to trigger someone who has it..., but admitted that they have no symptoms whatsoever....ummm then you don't have it. just a mockery to claim you have these things and there is no proof. another taker in life and as therapist said tonight.....an opportunist...they are angry at life and take it out on you.

JP, hugs! I sent you a friend request! Wanted to send you a message but it wont let me. Praying it gets all sorted out for you!