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i have been doing so good for so long. i can tell im fallin backwards. i have friends they say setbacks will happen. i want to open up to them but. i cant . i wish i could leave it all in the past. i can remeber him so well i can see his face and his words he used when he raped me. i said stop. my bad dreams are coming back im scared to sleep again i dont want to sleep anymore. just little things are bringin back everything its really hard.the words people use, places, shows, foods, everything and pretty much anything, i hate it alot i wish i could flip the botton and forget it all. when will this be over? it hurts my soul my body it hurts me.
chynablue
I'm sorry you are going through this. I've been there, too. Hang in there because it does get better with time.
deleted_user
Tawny, you write so well. You expressed so beautifully something that is just so horrific. Saying I'm sorry just doesn't seem like enough for the pain your in, but I am so sorry this happened to you. My step father, who hurt me was really heavy. So now 45 years later, it's hard to be near an overweight man. I know I look at him with such repulsion and he gets the wrong idea. The good thing is that the memories only come rarely now. They will lessen with time. If you can slowly build a life that has nothing to do with being violated. You fill your life with things that you love, be it cooking or being physically fit or what ever it is for you. Find things that fulfill you. It will help you think of other, better things.
Tawny26
Thank u
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