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Ilovejesus
Ilovejesus

My pastor who I known two years has always talked me answered me even if it I upset with you can we talk. She said on 16th Jan we can talk when she's back after 30th Jan but I tryed contacting her ask her stuff now week since 30th January.



I am very stressing out at she's not talking to me I don't no what I done wrong its not like her to not talk to ne. I forwarded her the texts I sent church councillor about it but still nothing I tryed calling twice ringed once went voice mail.  This is not the caring loving pastor I know.



Please pray at she will contact me before church so I don't ruminate and end up in a mood because been thinking 24/7 about it hurting. We need sort it so please pray it sorted before gets worse.


lovelilbeany
lovelilbeany
Maybe she has her own problems she is dealing with atm.
Ilovejesus
Ilovejesus
Could be case but in church she was talking to others on Sunday just said hello to me and walked off nothing about anything at been asking her bout let was talking someone else infrout Me still.it not like her :(
patti22
patti22
It's not why I'm atheist, but I have a ton of trauma around religion.
arfie
arfie
Prayers in progress, Ilo. May God send you what you need.

For what it's worth, I project my own self-hatred onto others allot. When I am doing so, the people I am projecting at often need to just walk away and let me sort my own psychosis. Feeding my unrealistic expectations is harmful for everyone. They are often there for me when I am ready to stop deflecting. But that is me. . .

Gentle support while you sort your own.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
She may be really busy if she was away for a while...... I'd give it a couple of weeks or make an appt maybe to see her?.....xo
Ilovejesus
Ilovejesus
To get appointment with her she only one at makes appointment to see her meaning to do so she has talk me which she not doing. And yes she's busy but always answers no matter what.

We had couple times she upset me once she convinced me into letting her phone me she did and we talked it out one which God spoke her in middle night and told her be easy on me so she told me.

This is not like her I tryed asking when we can talk and phoning her Sunday I feel allot worse more upset. OK I pos can get the van drivers on Sunday husband and wife to approach her with me after service but do so I gotta talk them.bout it and I not usely first one be picked up when they on so I'd have text on van phone so they no and I likely to freeze if we do approach her.

I left message on her office pH last night long one I hoping by 11 she checked and will contact me as she early bird into her office.

But honesty yes appointment good ides but how get one when she makes her appointments and won't talk me I tempted to stick letter on office door at night she'll get it cause other pastor did when we needed to talk and he understood it tho I taped it so to open door they had remove the letter.

I started getting nose bleeds since been stressing over it.

What else can I do?
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