Hmm, do I or don't I? Guess I do.
Not making decisions and avoidance are two defense mechanisms that are my favourites.
What I have to do is consult my friends and pray for guidance.

I will do anything to avoid making a decision. How to resolve this?

For like the last 5 years I have barley made any decisions. At first I thought it was because I did not know what I wanted, I thought it was because I was stupid or something too. I even blamed it on my fights with my boyfriend, but in the end I realized actually quite recentally in the last month, that I can't make any decisons about my life because that would involve me moving forward, and how could I? I have been 16,17,18, and 19 over and over forever. I still don't know what I am going to do, I am so tired of being a burden. I am just going to spend this year seeking help for my PTSD. And just keep battling my thoughts day in and day out. Good luck to you.

oh hell yesssssssssssssss, big time.