I have a headache that does not fit in the living room. It is not being helped by the flippo collie who can't stop barking to save his life. My spine just feels like it is on fire. My chest feels like it is collapsing in, making breathing hard (which is normal for my back injury, so no REAL worries, just OMG I can't BREATH ones).

Hubby went down again last night with cellulitis. It is the 3rd time in six or eight months. We spent the morning at the doctor's office and they still got the Rx for his antibiotic wrong. He hit 104 last night, but is gratefully down to just under 101 now. His new job does not give sick days to temps, so my daughter and I will drive him to work tomorrow and wait in the parking lot for 12 hours (or less) for him to get off work. Only to do it again on Friday. At least he has the weekend off work to rest.

Doctors.. we may have been there for him, but I am so flipped out that after being home for 90 minutes and I am only starting to not be numb... and that is only because pain is taking over.

Daughter just called from one town over. She enrolled in the winter quarter for college classes and put $300 down.. which was my horse feed money. I have no idea how I am going to feed the horses between now and next paycheck. I guess I will have to go to MIL and ask for help...

then, just as general stress to everything else, my Service Dog is one giant allergy ITCH and one of my ferrets is dying..

I can't win today. I want to just go curl up and hide, but I have too much to get done. I have to make sure hubby is ok. I don't want to play this game anymore.

just ranting, hugs to all,