Thanks Jenny, how you doing?

Hello Sean,

Peace be with u Christ.

Its the I can do all things in Him who strengthens me. Yes know this gossip tree, but Lord Jesus Christ can pull out an ungodly tree and bring forth His beautiful tree of Life. Surrender to Him, allow Him to lead u, if u stay then He will equip u to stand and give u a way through including His ministery because He will give it to u to stand, but if u get led out, then He will provide and open up the door etc....and make it easier when they start banning u.

Yes know all too well being anointed and Yes we have disabilities. What I found out, because we have post traumatic stress disorder, we can also reach out to the ones as well with Post Traumatic Stress disorder. Also found out the people in ministery etc....don't know how to minister to the ones that do have post traumatic stress disorder. So I found out that we were able to tell the truth, firmly as needed and gently as needed.

Also u r not alone, so many christians have been abused and it is a come out of her my people. We are the two or more are gathered that is where I will be in their midst, in the body of Christ and we love being the two or more in Christ.

He is telling me time to leave for u, time to draw unto Him, allow Him to give to u what u r needing, and allow Him to provide and show u. Much intercession has gone out and that u r being called out and into His perfect place for u, His promise land for u. So draw unto Him and go step by step. Also we are not to fellowship with the ones that are brethren and are disorderly in His word, especially when they are being unloving and they are refusing the way of peace, kindness and splitting up fellowship, bringing in division. Allow Him to bring the gossip into His perfect end, which is perfect peace. That there will be a shooshing from Him for those because they are in error.

Gathering of His flocks and that is what u r being called into, if u r with Him, then u will gather His people, shepherding. He has His perfect works for u to do. So don't worry what u r going through now, keep focused a head, to win His perfect prize. And be like Paul in this matter.

Draw near and listen to our Holy Comforter, His perfect Silent witness, that speaks to us, when we become silent, wait upon Him and hear what He has to say unto u and what He is wanting u to know at this time.

If u like some support throughout all this, u can write to me...because we were led out a while ago, and were given His ministery from our home....and this is part of what He does through us, helping people find their places and spaces in His Kingdom, in this earth.

Have a blessed day in Christ, in His remnant few.

Peaceful Co.

Sean, Church should be a place of refuge, where Christians come together to worship, not judge. If you are feeling uncomfortable, then it is no longer a refuge or a place to worship. Your mind will be on what others are thinking, not on why you are there. Maybe you should atleast visit other churchs, the right one might just be waiting for you with a warm welcome,a new start, with new friends.

Wishing you well and peace, Aurenna